Being Good Isn't Good Enough

Should I try?
Am I strong enough?
Is there time, have I long enough?
Gotta fly and if I fall
That's the way it's gotta be
There's no other way for me
Being good just won't be good enough
I'll be the best or nothing at all

Boston

So this is becoming more real for me and for those around me. The last couple of weeks have been indeed been a roller coaster ride of emotions, thoughts and heart breaking decisions.

So while Boston was and has been just a fragment of fantasy to move overseas and experience work life there, its slowly day by day becoming a reality. And how does that feel?

In not so many words (I think), my stomach has lately been housing millions of butterflies, my head is tangled with so many questions and decisions and thoughts of everyone else, and my heart weighs a ton. I guess in many ways, I'm still doing alot better than others out there right?!

So what am I really saying here? Deep down in me, I guess I was always ready to move. I just needed to be sure and clear that this move was purely for ME. I do need a change in life but at the same time, I need to make sure that this change is not going to be a mistake. Well a mistake is possible but not a huge one that could impact my life. I'm at a good point in life to make this move, but at the same time, its not like something I would do so recklessly.

Here's what I need.

I need a change.
I need to go to a place to learn and find myself again.
I need to explore what's out there.
I need a different lifestyle.
I need new lyrics to my music.

Please help me I'm falling...

In Love With You.

Go for Whatever Makes You Happy

If you are trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy.

Unless, you want everybody to be happy except you.